Everytime I want to blog

Everytime I want to blog, I find my life WAY too complicated to blog about. only God understands..

It's difficult to get rid of me (and my blog)

Christine wants to pull off my blog link from her new blog? just because I don't update it. So now I am typing a "survival" entry.

Why didn't I update my blog?

1. laziness,
2. blank in my brain,
3. gosh I haven't played soccer or computer games for DAYS

nothing serious happened in the past month, so HANG ON!

vitamin

I bought some books on nutrition and learned that human eyes are made of vitamin A. After hours of programming or gaming, my eyes usually get tired and dry. So I bought some vitamin A pills. Then I was told vitamin A can not be metabolized without vitamen B, D, E. So I stopped taking pills and began eating more vegetables.

I also bought cook books, because I got tired of spontaneous food experiments. I downloaded a software which can remix music, together with some tutorials. I have a computer and want to make good use of it.

write write write

I need to practice my English more, since I'll apply for jobs, and write proposals or reports in future. I need to write more, and be careful about the grammar.

The only social interaction I have now is the Chinese language group, otherwise I live in my lab. Before I go back for wedding in 5 months, I need to finish a paper, attend a conference, start my thesis, apply for jobs, and also visit uncle Liu in Indiana who could give me serious financial help. I don't need money now, but will do if I can't get a job before Spring 2008. But no worry, God will provide a way. I have confidence in HIM.

After a soccer game, good food and a cup of sencha make me feel drowsy. Taking a nap in a summer Saturday afternoon sounds so comfortable..

Propose in MacDonald's

so this summer I went back to my small hometown in China. I met the girl, Ying, who I knew for a year. After one week's dating, she became my girlfriend. Then one week before I left to U.S., we went to MacDonald's,

me: let me tell you something: once I left for America, our relationship won't go up only by phone.

Ying: .. I have not thought about the future yet. Things happen too fast.

me: Having a relationship with you is great fun, but fun is not something you can keep. I want something real with you.

Ying: (after quiet for a moment) what do you want to do with me?

me: I'm thinking about marrying you.

Ying: (murmuring "I'm thinking about marrying you", flushed)
(after a while) "why do want to marry?"

me: (surprised by the question) because I want to be stable, yes I need stability in my life.

(quiet)

Ying: I'm not sure ..

me: (upset, unhappiness, sadness, and disappointment appear on my face) ..

Ying: (surprised by my reaction) ok, I've decided, tomorrow we go to get the marriage certificate. Now you can be happy again!


We did go. But I need a status affidavit from Minnesota state.